Like the title says. I need my peace from the computer for several days, or until I'm feeling better (it'll take a while). It's because of yesterday that I had an emotional breakdown. To simplify it; my dad's the main cause of my stress and he's the one who triggered my unstability of emotions ever since I was a child, been suppressing my emotions for all these years. My emotions went critically unstable yesterday, causing an ache this time in my heart (or appendix). It's a long story, I really don't feel like talking about it right now...

Last night when I was trying to sleep, it was seriously hurting me for a while. I had that once when I was in the 2nd Grade during one Christmas night when my sis was sleeping over at my grandmother's place, I can never forget the pain I once felt those years ago. I was taken to the hospital after crying about the pain, I remember it was something inside me that busted, or something...

Anyway, I'm trying my hard for this semester so I really need some time off and focus on it. But before I go, I want to thank & for they have listened to my story and tried comforting me like good friends would. I'm blessed to have such caring friends like them

Oh, and I've just realized I've got 10K pageviews now. But I don't know what to do about it, celebrating isn't much for it

~ Alex ~